It's certainly been a while since I was last on...sorry about that. Just can't think of much to do right now.
If anyone has fractal or poetry requests, I guess it's safe to say I am open to them. Anything but romance...
Secret SaviorHe has a personality so warmSecret Savior by Rumor-the-Mirage
He is always full of kindness
He always brightens my blackened days
He always cares
He holds the sun in his eyes
Always listens, never denies
He's another home
Another person who really cares
He is one of so few who I can actually cry around
He is like a peaceful ocean tide
He is to me another family
Another person who doesn't hate me
Around him I feel safe
I feel calm and truly happy
He taught me how to feel joy
Simply with his voice
Simply with his smile
Around him I am real
And around him it's easy to smile
I don't have to hide who I am or who I was
He makes me feel free from my haunting past
Simply with his words
With his sunny smile
He is the sun in my world when it rises
And also when it sets
I'm a little flower shaped like a star
Blossoming in a world with a newly made life
He is the element of warmth and kindness that led me this far
He is the person I respect the most in my life
And he respects me in return
He's a teacher of life
He's a hero in my
Crystal ClearDon't you think by now I should know how much you hate me?Crystal Clear by Rumor-the-Mirage
Don't you realize that you're not the only one?
They can't stand me,
they all hate me;
It's as clear as the crystals around your wrists,
your hatred is as dark as bloodstone
my sorrow is like aquamarine
nay, it is like the dark blue of the night sky;
It's all I know how to feel,
this hate and anger,
this sorrow and misery;
Don't you know I'm an unloved soul,
a shadow on the wall?
Don't you get the facts?
I'm hated by you all!
No one cares about me,
no one wants me around;
I've been despised my whole life
Can't you tell?
Can't you see your own hatred
through those glamorous jewels,
or are the crystals you wear
just as dark as you?
Society's PesticideLifeless faces, painful liesSociety's Pesticide by Rumor-the-Mirage
Vacant stares watch my demise
A life of imperfection all of the time
Pelt me with stones, whip me with sticks
You never know when someone's clock will die
Tick tock, tick tock
Watch the time fly by
Pass up the chances to fit in with life
I am an invisible child, a discarded soul
I am a pesticide to society no matter the toll
Am I the 'cide on the ground
That repels society from wherever I stand?
Is it who I am
Or how I act
That becomes the 'cide to all of humanity?
Deadly chimes, endless ties
I repel all life
Given up on society, incapable to cope
Always hiding from my predators
Always clinging to my dying hopes
Lock me away in a freezing cage
Mine for my blood against my skin
Dig down deep for whatever remains
I am a silent angel sent away to my death
I am society's pesticide
Deprived of the right
To just fit in...
Trapped WithinShut up!Trapped Within by KittySib
I don't want to listen anymore.
Get out of my head!
I can't depend on anyone.
There is no way to save me.
If it's up to me to make the voices leave,
I am powerless.
All I can do is try and drown them out with music.
I find myself closing up.
No need to worry anyone.
sometimes pain is the only way to tone things down.
I really hope things change.
Whispers of the sweet release offered by a blade seduce.
I can't though.
I have reasons not to.
I want to be free,
but I can't escape myself.
People are busy.
People are stressed.
People are sick.
Who am I supposed to talk to?
Who could I trust?
I can only cry and crank the volume of my music.
Sleep would be best,
but I can only sleep so much.
Go away go away GO AWAY!!!
and take my pain with you!
I am such an idiot.